So...well about that singing and dancing post...about me being free...um...yeah...clearly not the case....hey...I'm lonely over here!...and they've only been gone..oh...about three hours...and it's early out...this was much harder than I had imagined...well really I didn't imagine it would be hard...hopefully the tears will end soon...and yes....I will still be doing that socialness thing....clearly I need help...however...I was reminded...I won't say by who....that there is plenty to do in the basement...you know...in case I get bored....he did tell me I could call him all day today..and he could help me thru the tears...but I found Julie on IM to be quite helpful...she needs me...and I need to be needed....